Heartbreakdown

April 21

Basically did homework all day.

April 22

Homework. Babysitting. Got asked out on a date by a certain love interest.

April 23

Have you ever been asked out by someone one night and the next morning they tell you that you should just probably work on your friendship instead? If you haven't, I highly recommend it. It makes you feel soooo great.

Basically I felt broken today. That lovely conversation combined with my trainer kicking my hot ass was a recipe for Miss Misery. As if this kind of thing is happening again (for the third time). As if i'm letting this happen again. I felt like the biggest, weakest idiot on the planet. I need to pull myself together... What happened to the Christine that didn't put up with bullshit from boys? It's because there are so few people that care about me here, I apparently feel a desperate need to cling onto the ones that do... or at least appear to.

Thank you to Jen & Christine for preventing waterworks in Textile Science. Thank you to Jad (my trainer) for telling me I have a mean punch. Thank you to La Scala for making a mean chicken chopped salad. I walked to pick it up and the weather was cloudy and miserable and suited my mood. Thank you to Rich Hil for making the song Retro Girl for me to listen to on repeat. Thank you to LB for taking me to see our Pinkberry boyfriend, thank you to Dorian for telling me he'll be my boyfriend in June.

Monday can't come soon enough!