Today my truest of LA loves got her Visa application denied. If this means that she's going home, my days here are definitely numbered. Although LA is a dream, it's just that - a dream. And one can't live a dream forever... Real life misses me. Moving here was the boldest thing i've ever done. It was the greatest example of making an impossible dream come true. It gave me faith in myself and molded me into a crazy extreme wonderful version of Christine. I'm the most competent girl I know. I've proved this 100 times over.
BUT I love my roots. I love my family. I love my best friends who i've been best friends with for over 20 years. And they're not here. Even though I love my LA friends and my little LA life i've built for myself, it's just not home.
Buttttt... I did just apply for my OPT Visa, so maybe I'll take advantage of this dreamland life for a little longer!
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