Helpless & Incompetent

Today was terrible. Didnt sleep well, woke up feeling horribly nauseous which continued all day. i dragged myself to go see Dawn, mostly because I found out there was a $35 blowdry bar near her office. too bad i couldnt even enjoy my blowdry cause i was trying so hard to prevent myself from throwing up all over myself. but i did meet a wonderful woman with a broken wrist in the chair beside me. "you poor thing, you have it so much worse than me, you cant even bend your elbow"! We bonded over not being able to wear makeup or jeans. She warned me against painkillers, said she tried 5 and they all made her violently ill. this reminded me of how terrible tylenol 3s made me feel after my wisdom teeth. decded to stick w advil.

I went straight home with my kick ass hair and spent the day in bed bc the nausea wouldnt quit and then for some reason my back started KILLING me. I did some internet research and realized the advil was making me sick, it was all i had so i couldnt even take anything for the pain cause i was too sick to get out of bed. i need tylenol :( i forced myself to eat a banana (which was banana mush by the time i got it unpeeled), half an apple and drank living fuel for dinner. Tried to watch zombieland, fell asleep halfway through. former flame called and told me i was an idiot for skating in flipflops. how sweet. booked my appt w the orthopedic dr for tmrw, slept through gossip girl. at least i was able to sleep! nausea is finaaaly gone but my back is killing me way more than my elbow. i wanna go home. and i have a 3 pg paper due tmrw at midnight. typing this blog entry took 36 mins... what am i gonna do...