June

So my alarm goes off at 7:30 and I lie in bed thinking, I'm still tired, I don't really have to get up yet, i'm just gonna go back to sleep. So at 8:30 I get up, and while i'm in the kitchen making breakfast I realize that it's REGISTRATION DAY for next quarter. Registration starts at 6 am, so I freaked out, leapt onto my bed and turned on my computer which of course took extra long to turn on and then the internet was going extra slow... the whole time I was just praying to my guardian angel & spirit guide (do you think i'm crazy or what?) that I could get my Tuesday/Wednesday schedule....... AND I DID! It was unbelievable. So that was how I started my day.

Thank you Susan Miller, for finally putting up my horoscope. Like Lillian (my astrologer) said, June is full of huge changes - "massive and radical" changes to quote Ms. Miller. So after going to the gym and running for a long time and reading my horoscope I felt like the old badass strong Christine was coming back and it was time to turn my life back into the direction where it's supposed to be going (forward instead of stagnating). So I went to a former flame's house and asked him not to talk to me for a while. This killed me of course, and it sucks, but after five months of thinking about the same person (who wasn't thinking about me, and wanted different things than i did), I decided it was time to move forward.

I'm SO looking forward to coming home for so long. May was a crazy month. So much schoolwork, crazy fun adventure weekends, partying (?!) and meeting new boys. It was overwhelming. I officially decided today that i'm not gonna go on dates with boys who i'm just kind of interested in. I don't have the time. I'm fully down for holding out for a badass outrageous dashing dude. Or Dorian...

I'm looking forward to going home and doing nothing but reading, tanning, cottaging, working out at the club, having tea parties with mom, and oh yeah, seeing my long lost loves... although they'll be at work all day! I seriously haven't had a summer vacation in toronto since 2006! (Since i'd always come here for my month long vacation). It's gonna be wonderful. But I also wouldn't mind hitting up Dad's office for maybe a week to make a couple bucks...

My evening was filled with AutoCAD, spec writing, chopped salad, and text conversations with Taylor and Jordan.

Here's to June. Here's to changes. Here's to strength and positivity and Fantasyland!

Sleep soundly my dear, I have to go...